There is a certain chaos within me
Like a boiling pot of water whistling for attention to be put out
Grappling with so many sins and weaknesses has made me
Want to hide from you, O God
That sometimes, I am unsure of where I need to begin
To seek forgiveness and love from the people around me
Allow me to return to you, O God
Just like your disciple Jonah who kept running away from you
He answered your call slowly but surely
And it made him believe that no matter how heavy
The crosses we carry
May we continue to always look to you for courage and strength
Also, just like your disciple Job
Who experienced the harshness and many tribulations of life
May I be able to let go of the chaos to live with it
But not let it master my life
Jesus is the only Master
whom I know can forgive my sins
He knows what I need most
A life with minimal chaos
For I am a child of God
God ever so loving, merciful and always available
In all the hours of a day!
Amen!
Written By: Darren Chan Keng Leong